FIGHTing

Monday, July 6, 2009

last day of holidays

BAKING =D

gonna try to enjoy it although i haven finished my work.

STAY SANE///

★ egOH ♥ 1:47:00 AM

Friday, July 3, 2009

end of COMMON test

well not as common.

hahaha. the papers were not extremely difficult though i will like to call the chemistry paper a killer. a very innovative teacher must have set this paper! lol. and biology was depressing as usual. i have no idea why my brain just cant seem to deliver what i have studied. hate to have all the concepts in there, but no keywords, or correct phrasing comes out. i hate memorising and this will stay. probably because i cant. so i hate it. mathematics was rather fine, but i thought i could do better than staring at familiar questions. economics was haii. at least my mind wasn't as blank as the major tests previously, and i can at least write things i thought made sense. but after this phase, i dont think i am gonna expect good grades to come out from common test.

gotta take a break today. though i didn go to send my great grand auntie off.

and chiong my homework. if i hadn realized i probably wont be panicking.

i stopped my work straight after holidays kicked-started.

haven been on track to finish tutorials and i guessed i have forgotten inorganic chemistry, global trade, cloning and stats. OMfG.

idky. but i am like so ever ready to tell someone that i hate learning. the passion for learning was killed. idk since when idk by what. told my cousin yesterday that, probably i had made wrong choices throughout my life in JC. maybe i have played too much. well. but i seldom play out, as compared to my fellow friends who seems busier. so? so? maybe it's not play that kills the willingness to learn.

i just hate it.

i hate to put systems into learning. rigidity in presentation. far-fetched from a natural reaction that i will have towards a test question.

it's too late.

i chose a jc, i chose this jc, i chose A levels...

it's too late to say this kinda thing.

i should be the only j2 student who are still so grumpy now.

but i am not giving up dear.

no.

i just need time will sound cliche.

but i will say I NEED SPACE.

i keep trying to figure out what gave me my O levels results. then it linked back to the very fine day when i cried my hearts out over my PSLE. and the very fateful first day of school i promised myself to gear up for my Olevels when i entered NH.

crap.

★ egOH ♥ 3:07:00 PM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

yes

YES
I
NEED
TO
BREATHE

★ egOH ♥ 1:00:00 PM

all over again

Temperament

Aquarians do not like to be boxed-in. If an Aquarian feels like he or she is backed into a corner, the person committing this huge mistake will no doubt be on the receiving end of that Aquarian's temper, which can be explosive. Not only that, the typical Aquarius tends to hold onto bitter feelings and resentments. So, if you cross and Aquarius, don't expect to be welcomed back with opened arms.

Lifestyle

The Aquarian lifestyle is a little on the unconventional side because the Aquarius personality is naturally a bit rebellious and non-conformist. People born under this sign are less than thrilled with the rigidity of typical "nine-to-five" work schedules so they often hold less conventional jobs in which the schedule varies. Better yet, they choose jobs that allow them the freedom to make their own schedules and march to their own drums.

hmmm.....................................

Your purpose these days may be to hold a torch up to all of humanity, so everyone can see what they are supposed to be doing, rather than just stumbling along in the darkness. But you could be traversing some tricky ground now. Even your most ardent supporters can pull back in surprise if they see how narrow-minded you can be when your core beliefs are threatened. Let them go; they'll be back with renewed appreciation if you don't pursue them.

★ egOH ♥ 12:51:00 PM

Friday, June 12, 2009

A=X+Y+Z

Albert Einstein:

if A equals success,

A=X+Y+Z

X equals work

Y equals play

Z equals keep your mouth shut

heehee(:

★ egOH ♥ 11:30:00 PM

the world book

allrights.

i found back the feeling of browsing through library books with pleasure.

it kinda came back a bit too fast yea.

well for a thought.

it shouldn be that case!

esp the world book.

well i ve declared.

ENCYCLOPEDIA RULES

it's better than the internet yeayea

so much clearer, faster, easier, without junks

i didn ve to select urls do i?

that's besides the point that what i ve been looking into is religion.

whatever whoever.

that subject bombs me with many new jargons everyday without fail.

then the search goes on and on......

i can stone right infront of the world book shelf for a very long time.

i m sorry.

i should be studying.

i'm way behind schedule.

too 'ideal'.

tomorro going sci centre for a bio thingee.

hope it pays.

it'll last the whole day.

hmmm.

should i go the cafe nextweek?

hahaha. random.

serotinin might help.

bigg says it will solve all my problems at one go.

depression, schizophrenia, migraine...

lol

whoever he is. whoever she is. whoever they are believing.

religious studies?

it's a headache to ve too many interests sometimes,

but too little talents.

jack of all trades, king of none

('m still searching)

nothing's above,

nothing's beneath.

there are no boundaries =)

not the right time to be getting him.

★ egOH ♥ 11:14:00 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

paraphrasing A Levels

synonyms for A Levels:

study study and study
read read and read
write write and write
eat eat and eat
stay awake and dont doze off again and stop daydreaming!

well i'm trying. despite knowing that it really is no time to be wondering all that i have been thinking (and able to think about), i am really really still volatile on the mugging seat.

paraphrase 'father and mother'
ans: my mother's husband and my father's wife

cracks.

★ egOH ♥ 11:48:00 PM