FIGHTing

Monday, November 16, 2009

blankness

i watched flashforward yesterday.

it touched my inner heart.

the flashforward of nothingness.

it's either because i dont know what to expect or i dont dare to fill that blank.

living with no regrets.

it was once my resolution for a year, and well. i fulfilled it for that year, not ever since it passed.

probably for my other resolutions i should add a 'from now onwards' at the back of them.

"living with no regrest, from now onwards"
"love everyone, from now onwards"
"kill that bad temper, from now onwards"
"stop falsifying philosophying, from now onwards"
"stop dreaming, from now onwards"

...

★ egOH ♥ 1:56:00 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

by Dani Pizzo. on Flickr.

comments?

well, the guy can be the girl and the girl can be the guy.

★ egOH ♥ 10:38:00 AM

拿得起放得下...

2 breakups 1 got-together...

i was proven wrong again. humanity still triumps over thinking-mind.

if it was really a homosapien privilege, to have morals, ethics, love... there has to be accounts of those amidst this general-paper-alised world right.

it has been hard to get my a-level-is-coming-soon-clock to work again and i face this 'love' issue.

it is heartbreaking to see how he's responding to this.

no facts and figures on how much of the heart is broken, just a soul-less figure walking about desiring more security.

and i'll be damn heartless not to help u know.

no matter how much i try to avoid, and let the broken-hearted know that i want to go back to revision. i'll still succumb to a special concern i have for them.

i dont mean it when i said, "you are more important than studies, but a levels is more important than you falling out of love..."

trust me. i was just trying to strike a balance.

★ egOH ♥ 10:24:00 AM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

a healthy mother

i realize for good, that i need a healthy mother >.<>3 hours spent on washing the uniforms, clothes, socks; shopping for groceries; preparing and cooking (plus reheating) dinner; cutting fruits (making sure it's easy for mum to eat)...

not as if it was a laundry basket full of clothes
not as if the nearest market is more than a 3 min walk away
not as it i was preparing a full dinner (3dishs, inc. 1 soup), it's just porridge
not as if i bought durians for desserts
not as if i washed the dishes

i still ve one prelim paper to do for econs tomo -.-

well, atleast i proved to myself i can still do all these despite not doing them quite often.

but i must admit i m tired from the washing...

★ egOH ♥ 10:33:00 PM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

i've been blogging in my head too much
talking to myself too much

★ egOH ♥ 9:07:00 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

screwed

screwed.

pride

★ egOH ♥ 7:47:00 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

7th month dinner

i gave up typing the post.

no time to be nostalgic?

i miss roadside dinners.

i miss getais.

★ egOH ♥ 4:04:00 PM